Yup seek professional help.
Can you stop overthinking shit for a day?
We are at page three and you are watching you tube with self diagnosis in mind.
Luke, Trust the Force.
About 5-6 years ago, I had a rash. I searched the internet. Clicked on links, viewed about fifty rashes in an hour and a half. Thought I had AIDS and was gunna die in a week or so. Just a heat rash.
I stopped doing that.